Breaking the Habit
Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You
all assume I'm safer in my room Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one Who battles always
choose Cuz inside I realize That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have
to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not
alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight
Cultured my cure I tightly lock the door I
try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I have no options left again
I dont want
to be the one Who battles always choose Cuz inside I realize That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's
worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know
how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight
I'll paint
it on the walls Cuz I'm the one that falls I'll never fight again And this is how it ends
I don't know what's
worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean I don't know how
I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit
tonight
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In The End
(It starts with) One thing / I don’t know why It doesn’t even
matter how hard you try Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme To explain in due time All I know time is a
valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life
away It’s so unreal Didn’t look out below Watch the time go right out the window Trying to hold on
/ but didn’t even know Wasted it all just to Watch you go I kept everything inside and even though I tried
/ it all fell apart What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And
got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't
even matter
One thing / I don’t know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind
/ I designed this rhyme To remind myself how I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like
I was part of your property Remembering all the times you fought with me I’m surprised it got so (far) Things
aren’t the way they were before You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore Not that you knew me back then But
it all comes back to me In the end You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart What it
meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I I tried so hard
And got so far But in the end It
doesn’t even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn’t even matter
I’ve
put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go And for all this There’s only one thing you should know I’ve
put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go And for all this There’s only one thing you should know I
tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn’t even matter I had to fall To lose it all But
in the end It doesn’t even matter
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